today I am very busy.many people admire me.yes,I can feel and could say that I am more knowledgeable than so many normal people in this city.even Zengshi Liu admit that I have already read enough literature recently.but,I am not satisfied for now.I made a mistake that I did not to stop the Red Mesions' tragedy--I am so much self-accusation about this.I am not so much sapiential although I am knowledgeable.many things make the same sense--things are not easy to judge,but we should believe everything will be better,just like Huansheng Chen(陈奂生).