有人说烂尾，ending对不起世界观我也是比较无语。不如说正相反，这个结局恰恰是会川昇构思这个故事的开始。偏硬派王道的画风以及讨巧美型的人设综合考量了不同受众群体的审美。水准之上的打戏演出及契合度爆表的超高素质ost，使这部剧成为了一场完美的视听盛宴。出色的脚本及系列构成，略有炫技嫌疑的非线性叙事大概是永生之酒后最出彩的一次，因此看来格外过瘾。无数内含深意的捏他致敬隐藏于每个角色每句台词之下，引人会心一笑，可谓是一场考据和特摄党的狂欢。这些所有炫酷无比的元素，都是构成这部单元剧的血肉。换言之是有了骨架之后才一点一点添上去使这部剧更丰满的。而这部剧的骨架便是借平行世界之手来影射现实的这个绝妙构思，以及身为连接平行世界大门钥匙的人肉炸弹吉郎。这个ip中最关键最精彩也最难的地方也在于此。没有这个构思，以上所说的种种便不复依存。也正是借影射之嘴，这部剧说出了平时会被剪掉被“哔”掉的话，硬是把王道漫里说烂了的正义与英雄这两个元素生生说出了花来，实在是难能可贵。而吉郎的结局在他最初被构思为广岛boy的那一刻就决定了，以吉郎为男主，这能是一个甜的掉牙兼收并蓄坐享齐人之福的happy ending么？兄台你莫不是后宫漫看多了精虫上脑了吧。索性这也不是一个真正意义上的悲剧，而事实上回过头来看，以结局来定这部天马行空的非典型王道漫的成败实在是有失公允，他最出彩的地方也并不是讲了一个多么精彩的故事。既然过程已经足够精彩，那还有什么理由因为对结局的一点怨念与吹毛求疵，而不给满分？

曾经的我 幸福满足I was once happy, content,徜徉在只属于我的羊水之中sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool.结果有一天 由于不可抗拒的因素Then one day, for reasons beyond my control,我母亲莱丝丽的子宫I was repeatedly crushed...一次又一次对我残忍地施加压力over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie.我顽强地抵抗了 却终敌不过大自然I put up a good fight, but I lost,这是我人生第一次败仗 之后更是节节败退

我厌弃所有人 除了你I hate everyone else in the world but you.

茱尔丝 你自残吗And, Jules, do you self-injure?事实上 茱尔丝讨厌自己The truth was, Jules hated herself.她讨厌自己大脑的运作方式She hated how her brain worked...她的大脑会因一个想法而卡住the way it would get stuck on a thought,从而噎到自己like choking.专注于当下All right. Keep present.大脑会陷入无尽的循环And it would just play on an infinite loop,直到她停止思考until she couldn't think无法呼吸 濒临死亡or breathe or stand to be alive.克服并非易事 茱尔丝This is hard, Jules.你一定可以挺过去You're going to get through it, okay?但她不仅讨厌自己的大脑She didn't just hate her brain, though.她还讨厌自己的身体 但不是每个部位都讨厌She hated her body, not every part,只讨厌肩膀 手臂just her shoulders, and her arms,双手and her hands.还有胸部 腹部 大腿Also her chest, her stomach, her thighs.她最讨厌膝盖了Her knees were the worst.还很讨厌脚踝和肥大的双脚Plus her ankles, and her big, fucking, stupid feet.她讨厌自己的人生 并非因为过得不好She hated her life, not because it was bad,而是因为 痛恨自己的大脑和身体之人but because when you hate your brain and your body,很难享受人生

每当她被虐得很惨时...And whenever anything got too uncomfortable...茱尔丝就假装自己灵魂出窍Jules would just imagine that she wasn't really herself,她其实在旁观别人的生活and this wasn't really her life.她只是虚构作品中的一个虚构人物She was just a character in a book or a movie or a show.一切都是假象 即便是真 又能如何呢That none of it was real, and if it was, how did it matter?这具身体本就不属于她It's not like her body ever really belonged to her in the first place.

我没有特别喜欢的事情There's nothing I'm really passionate about.没有非要做或说的事You know, like, I'm not dying to say or do anything, really.每次我向大家坦露心迹And every time I admit that to people,他们都会觉得这样很可悲 但是...they're like, "Oh, my gosh, that's so sad." But...我觉得多数人都是如此I think that's the case for most people.我妈是如此You know? Like, when I look at my mom or...我同学也是如此like, the kids at my school--从他们社交媒体上的动态就能看出来like, their profiles or their posts and their Tumblr rants...大家也都过得稀里糊涂 迷茫无助you realize they're all just fucked up, too... and lost.只是他们都得掩饰真相...They just have a reason to mask it...为了不让家人担忧whether it be, like, their, their families拴住男友 博取关注or their boyfriends or their hashtag activism.他们都只是借助表面的光鲜亮丽And they're just reaching for something-粉饰人生的虚无 -小茹...- to make it all seem meaningfu

麦迪从小就很了解自己Maddy knew who she was from a very early age.从麦迪记事以来 她就是万人迷For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her.

她不知自己为何受欢迎She never knew exactly what it was.她只知道自己很特殊She just knew that she had something special,气质迷幻朦胧something intangible,魅力无人能及something immeasurable.

她因此充满自信And it gave her confidence

她也是因此热爱选美That's why she loved pageantry,因为冠军不必容貌倾城 高挑精干because you didn't have to be the prettiest or the tallest也不必金发碧眼 肤如凝脂or the blondest or the whitest.自信闪耀就够了

You just had to have fucking confidence.嘉年华当晚 和卢克·卡斯滕打炮时So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten,凯特顿悟了Kat had an epiphany.她居然上了卢克·卡斯滕She was fucking Luke Kasten,那他妈可是卢克·卡斯滕啊Luke motherfucking Kasten.没上过东高的人可能不知道...And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland...卢克·卡斯滕可是男神Luke Kasten was a fucking god.他毕业多年 可学校里依然有他的传说I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him.他有我见过最大的鸡鸡He has the biggest dick I've ever seen,他上我时 我一直盯着他看and I was looking at him while he was fucking me.他射精时I could see his face scrunching up我看到他的脸皱成一团when he was coming all over my stomach,我突然就顿悟了and I had this, like, realization, you know, like, this epiphany.无论这个人有多酷帅性感That no matter how cool, or, or sexy不论他在你眼中有多聪明or, or smart you think a guy is,其实都卑微渺小得可悲可怜they're actually just fucking pathetic.

我一直试图减弱自己的存在感my whole life, all I've tried to do is to take up less space.

企图避开那帮男人Try to hide from guys, like, who might, like,因为我经过时 他们会对朋友悄悄吐槽whisper to their friend under their breath as I walked by.我这一生I've spent my whole life都在担心大家会发现我是个胖妞afraid people were gonna find out that I was fat.但说实话 根本没人在意But honestly, who gives a shit?

无所畏惧的胖女孩所向披靡There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl who doesn't give a fuck.

高中的情谊转瞬即逝 并非天长地久Nothing in high school lasts forever.你该见见她You should meet her.

Are you kidding me?你被罚下了You're out of the game.冲动就会输球You get emotional, you lose.动怒就会输球You get angry, you lose.-爸 他说我是... -无关紧要- Dad, he called me-- - I don't give a good goddamn.你觉得他为什么偏偏说你呢Why do you think he's talking to you in the first place?-因为他... -因为他想激怒你- Because he-- - Because he's trying to get a rise out of you.扰乱你的思绪 让你分心Trying to make you upset, lose focus.他在挑战你的底线 这就是生存法则That's his game. That's the world's game.他们不断逼你They want to push on you,逗弄你 考验你的极限Poke on you, see exactly how much you can take.极限会决定你能走多远And how much you can take is what will ultimately define you.因为应对之道可以衡量人的品性Because the measure of a man is in how he reacts.我该如何应对How am I supposed to react?将自己的所有情绪By taking everything you feel,挫败感 愤怒 狂暴all your frustrations, your anger, your rage,统统收起you bottle it up,守住本心you take your position,当情绪累积至顶峰and when that snap comes,将其化作喷薄而出的动力you let it explode.

她几乎每次都会心软答应And she almost always said yes.尽管她很不情愿 也会照做Even though it didn't always make her feel good.她知道 多数男生跟她分手后And she knew that most guys, after she broke up with them,都会散播她的性爱视频和裸照

would always share those photos or videos.她刚发现时 恐慌心悸The first time she found out, she had a panic attack,她甚至想吞扑热息痛自杀and wanted to swallow a whole bottle of Tylenol.但最终打消了自杀的念头But she didn't.因为大家顶多言语上对她讽刺挖苦Because, I mean, what's the worst thing anybody could say to her?无非就是嘲笑她给渣男口交而已That she gave a blowjob to a guy who didn't deserve it?而且 她觉得等到毕业求职那会儿And she figured by the time she was out of college and looking for a job,绝大多数人都有过裸照的黑历史了99 percent of the population would have leaked nudes, anyway.

一想到要站起来The thought of having to stand up,移动35英尺 每走一步要调动172块肌肉exert 172 muscles each step for 35 feet,就为了坐在冰凉的陶瓷坐便器上just so I can sit on cold porcelain日复一日地排出体内毒素and piss out toxins over and over again for the rest of my life我就觉得人生是一个漫长且磨人的玩笑makes the whole concept of living feel like one long, sadistic joke.但抑郁最磨人的一点是But the absolute worst part of depression你明知自己抑郁了is that even though you know you're depressed,却依然无可救药地越陷越深you're unable to stop yourself from getting worse

抑郁的另一症状就是The other thing about depression is让人丧失时间概念it kind of collapses time.突然之间 全部记忆混杂交织Suddenly, you find your whole days blending together无穷无尽 令人窒息to create one endless and suffocating loop.抑郁后 人会试图回想愉悦的瞬间So you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy.但大脑会一点点蚕食欣快的回忆But slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy.最终And eventually,脑中仅剩人生中沉闷压抑的记忆all you can think about is how life has always been this way.人就会日渐消沉And will only continue to be this way.

曾经有个心理医生说 我压抑的状态会起起落落I had a therapist once who said that these states will wax and wane.我妈因此松了一口气Which gave my mother relief,因为就算我犯病了because it meant that in the bad times,总也会好起来there would be good times.但她也因此焦灼难安But it also gave her anxiety因为就算我一时没事because it meant that in the good times,总也有抑郁发作的一天there would be bad times.我一直很不解It always confused me,因为我不懂"起落"的意思because I didn't really know what it meant.但听起来比我自己的形容更让人安心But it did sound a lot calmer than the way I would describe it.我得继续服药There you go. How you feel? Okay?我知道你现在很低落 宝贝I know you're feeling low right now, baby.但你没有故态复萌 说明你的症状有所缓解But the fact that you didn't turn back means you're gettin' better.没错It does.一定是这样It does.当然了 我之后才领悟到Granted, I didn't realize until later"起起落落"的真正含义what waxing and waning implied.抑郁无法根除 会反复发作That these feelings were fixed and constant我的余生都将与抑郁作伴and would never end for the rest of my life.

我住院观察了三天And kept me there for three days.其实住院可好了It was actually really nice.我超喜欢医院I love hospitals.要是余生都能在医院度过 我绝对没意见If I could spend the rest of my life in a hospital, I would.因为住院时Because when you're in a hospital,可以做个米虫you have zero responsibilities.医护人员会保证你吃饱睡好 身体棒棒They make sure you eat, sleep, stay hydrated,如遇不测 医生总能及时出现and if anything bad happens, there's always a doctor nearby.谢谢Thank you.发生大规模枪击案时 待在医院最明智了It's also the best place to be in the event of a mass shooting,只要外科医生没死光光就行unless the gunman kills all the surgeons.关键是 我在医院无忧无虑The point is, I had zero anxiety.

我昨晚写信时and as I sat down last night to write it,忍不住回想你出生那天的场景I couldn't stop thinking about the day you were born.我第一次将你抱入臂弯Holding you in my arms for the first time,怜爱地看着你looking down at you,看着你可爱动人的小脸your sweet, beautiful face...我这辈子从未如此充满爱意 欢欣愉悦I had never felt so much love and joy in my entire life.于是我想到...And I thought that...若是那一刻 有人能提醒我该多好what if in that moment I heard a voice,通晓万物的人生旁白对我低语some omniscient narrator who said,"接下来将会如此""Here's what's going to happen."你的女儿将会风趣幽默 聪明伶俐 开朗大方""Your daughter is gonna be funny, and smart, and outgoing,"她的灵气从小便会显现"You'll see it instantly, from a young age.""她将会魅力四射 广交朋友""She'll be charismatic and make friends easily.""她将会温柔善良 心思细腻""She'll be kind and sensitive."细腻到敏感""Maybe too sensitive."她不会是个乖乖女""She won't be an easy child."她会很叛逆"She'll struggle.""因此 你将很难看懂她""And in turn, you'll struggle to understand her.""你将跟不上她的思维""To understand what's going on inside of her head."无法理解那些难以摆脱的梦魇""The night terrors that can't be interrupted."很多时候 晚饭后""The times after dinner where"她会坐在餐桌旁""She'll just sit at the kitchen table"一遍遍数着天花板砖的数量and count the tiles over and over,"数到自己上气不接下气""Until she hyperventilates."你会用尽全力拥她入怀 安慰她""To fight to hold her in your arms, to tell her it's okay.""你们将难以平静 她会摔打东西 大吼大叫""To calm down. The kicking. The screaming."她会害怕受伤""The anxiety of being harmed."她会日夜煎熬""The transitions from day to night,"从家中到学校 每顿饭皆是如此""From home to school, from meal to meal."她会担心失去父母和妹妹"Of losing her mother or father or little sister.""她害怕会孤苦伶仃"- "Of being alone."我很喜欢她I really like her."她会恐慌发作 情绪波动 迷惑不解 精神分裂""The panic attacks, mood swings, confusion, disorganization"她会愤怒狂躁""And all that rage."不仅生你的气 也会恼恨自己""Not just at you, but at herself."最煎熬的是...""And the tough part i"她无法自救 而你也将束手无策""you'll feel as helpless to help her as she does herself.""你将犯下大大小小的错误""You'll make mistakes. Small ones and big ones."你会慌忙求助 病急乱投医""You'll look for help from people who aren't helpful."你求助之人或许根本不了解情况""Or who don't actually understand what's happening.""内疚感将因此伴你终生""And the guilt will never leave you.""但若你保持镇定 温柔耐心""But if you remain calm and patient,"若你能仔细聆听""If you listen closely,"你便能渐渐理解她""理解她为何重复地数了一遍又一遍""The counting, the repetition,"理解她对于对称的执着""the need for symmetry."若你睡前亲吻了她的左脸""That if you kiss her left cheek before bed,"一定也要亲吻她的右脸""You have to kiss her right cheek."还有额头 下巴""And her forehead. Then her chin."因为这样才平衡稳定""That it's about balance, stability."这样她才能疏导情绪 捋顺思绪""The need to organize her feelings and thoughts, so..."这样她才能平静下来"she can breathe easier.""你将得到片刻的喘息""And there will be moments of relief,"你们俩都能松一口气""In her and in you."这些时刻平静安宁 顺心满足""Moments that feel so normal, and calm, and rewarding that..."你会希望平淡的幸福能够天长地久""You'll find yourself praying they last forever."可她还小""Even though she's only a child,"糟心事还在后面呢"And all the hard parts have yet to even come."16岁时""And at the age of 16,"她会吸毒过量""She'll overdose,"昏迷四天""Spend four days in a coma,"生死未卜""And you won't know if she'll live or die."但等她醒来""But when she wakes up,"她会有机会戒毒""She'll be given the opportunity to get clean,"改过自新""To become a different person,"完善自己""A better person."但有一点你无能为力""Here's the toughest part."不论你怎么说 怎么做 怎么想""No matter what you say, or do, or wish,"决定权都在她手中""The decision will be all hers."你只能心怀希望""And all you can do is hope"希望她能给自己一个重新来过的机会"

凯特Kat.万一现在就是我们人生的高光时刻呢What if these are, like, the big moments in life?我妈总说Like, my mom always talks about高中是她人生的里程碑式高光时刻how high school was like this big, monumental part of her life.可她都半老徐娘了 居然还对高中念念不忘But I cannot imagine being 40 and looking back at this, like, "Wow."因为多数人在高中达到了人生巅峰Yeah, but that's because most people peak in high school.我肯定还没达到巅峰...I definitely haven't peaked, so...我感觉自己还没长大呢I feel like I'm not even a person yet.我也就攀登到巅峰的四分之一吧Yeah, I'm definitely at, like, 25 percent peakness.我好像达到巅峰了I feel like I'm at a hundred.但我还能升得更高But I can definitely get to 150.讲真 我都没想到自己能撑到现在Honestly, I never thought I'd make it this far.什么意思What do you mean?我总是提心吊胆 惶惶不安I don't know. I just always had, like, this overwhelming anxiety我总觉得一定会出事that something bad would happen.说实话 去年夏天In all fairness, last summer,我有三周一直以为你死了there were, like, three weeks where I thought you were dead.

《花生酱猎鹰》我是弱智，那又怎样？

看此片名，猜出不故事的半点头绪来，看过后就会会心地笑了。故事从另一角度看正常成年人的世界，金钱、权力、面子、责任等太多的枷锁，看看他们活得多辛苦，“享受生活”这句话永远都只能先搁在半梁，而对于一个弱智者来说，生活却有意思多了，简单而快乐。这类电影还有《飞鹰艾迪》等。

路边的烧烤档，零晨三点一群后生在喝啤酒吃烤肉，四十后的成年人在十二点前已上床，这种不良的生活习惯是错误的；公路上，老伯卖完的自己种的蔬菜，和他和横着一对萝框的自己在路口等红绿灯，阻碍了右转的汽车，司机在不停地按喇叭催促……当你怪罪老伯不懂交通规则时，想想文明这个词你又是如何理解的？人们不可能获得全部的知识，知得更多不代表比别人优越，有没有想过那所谓的知识并不一定能生活更美好或使人正优秀，相反他象无形丝绳一样把人从各个角度，各种层面上围堵了，而人们全然不知。

有时候看年简单的人多好，想得更多，知得更多，甚至得到更多，那又怎样？生活好过了么？人格伟大了么？

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前言：（没看过这本原著，只看过小美好的原著）这个系列ip改编得其实都还不错，一开始看预告其实觉得颜值没有之前两部高，但是冲着之前的真香经验我还是勇敢点开了（其实是因为正好有点剧荒），看了一两集觉得还不错，就感情线来说我觉得是三个里面最甜的。看完之后感觉刘人语人还是长得挺好看的，可能是扮相的问题没有那么好看。从小美好到小时光到小美满，简直就是活生生的男主进化史。我甚至觉得是陈小希的牺牲让司徒末和周筱很幸福，江辰是真的女追男太难追了，顾未易还是闷骚了一点，到赵泛舟这里就主动出击套路周筱了。陈小希真是三部曲最难女主没有之一。1.赵泛舟的家庭问题。赵泛舟的妈妈是不是有抑郁症还是妄想症还是狂躁症，为什么总打电话骚扰儿子而且性格变化这么快。看第一集的时候就觉得有点不对，事无巨细都要给儿子打电话，好像很怕别人抛弃她。看到后面才知道原来是真的，躁郁症，可以理解男主从小在这样的家庭长大心理负担可能会比较大，很多事情习惯自己做决定。剧里赵泛舟是很特殊的例子，但是现实中有好多没有这种家庭问题的男性也有这个毛病，说严重点就是大男子主义吧。什么事情都自己扛自己做决定，口口声声为了你好。但其实真的对对方好不是什么都不让别人知道并且替别人做决定，望周知。2.格式化的女二和男二这部剧的男二和女二依然没有意外的是默默守护和蛇蝎心肠的代表。先说女二吧。一开始就表现出了对男主的喜欢，青梅竹马我觉得这很正常，甚至被拒绝了也锲而不舍。（歪个楼夸一下赵泛舟，拒绝得明明白白的。）但是她开始因为想夺走男主偷偷在周筱手机拉黑赵泛舟，甚至利用自己实习医生的身份篡改病人报告的时候，我真的满脸问号。这个算犯罪了吗？？这是职业道德的问题了。对比之下男二真的是好得过分。一开始没有意识到自己喜欢女主所以一直欺负她，后来意识到了却已经晚了。在男女主吵架的时候也有努力帮他们和好，地震的时候冲进去救女主受了伤什么也不说，模范男二。（关键是长得还好看）恶毒女二和温柔男二已经是电视剧标配好多年了，我觉得稍微有点刻板印象，其实也不必所有女生都喜欢横刀夺爱，所有男生都会默默守护。在这部剧里，特别是女二，格式化得有点过分，好像一个恋爱脑，竟然会因为想要拆散别人擅自改报告，一点原则都没有了。3.甜甜和笑点这部剧的糖度爆表了！笑点也很合适。谢逸星就是全剧的笑点担当，还有一些情节的设置，比如卫衣拉链卡进储物柜里周筱一个一个试；赵泛舟向全世界宣布周筱是我女朋友，图书馆老师：他为什么，为什么，为什么要告诉我们；还有罗薇：看到这个宿舍谈恋爱的样子，谁还敢谈恋爱……用在出其不意的地方好笑到我。还有甜甜的情节，比如赵泛舟明明是新手但是假装老司机，超级会撩，图书馆走过路过都要碰碰手，上课也要牵着手，自行车后座只有女朋友能坐（好真实，想起了我的大学校园）。周筱也是，可可爱爱的元气少女，冒冒失失迷迷糊糊的！她真的是性格特别好，赵泛舟每次提到家庭伤痛她都能适时开个玩笑让他不会自卑。配角的爱情也甜甜。我印象最深刻的是谢逸星在小鹿失恋之后，带她走，到友唱给她戴上耳机让她一个人哭。太懂了，这情商，除了话多点没毛病。4.友情提醒（1）赵泛舟常年在滑滑梯这样没有台灯的地方写作业，为什么没有近视呢？（认真脸）此刻，在电脑这边的我戴着眼镜，发自灵魂的提问。各位小朋友千万不要学。（2）开车的时候老分心看副驾驶是很危险的行为，千万千万不要擅自模仿。总体来说剧集节奏还是很好的，小时光后面太拖沓了，小美满流程还不错。但是有一些剧情和人物设定过于不走心，格式化。但是售后超赞，竟然还有结婚番外，可喜可贺可喜可贺。希

一生的时光压缩到一个半小时来展现，感觉会有那么一点点的突兀；母亲对于女儿的情是本性的流露，只是想参与成长的过程而已；对女儿的教育方式千差万别，爱却是始终如一的。

一个人内心多么的强大，在死神来临的时候却显得那么的脆弱；但是人似乎也是在脆弱与坚强之间循环往复的变换自己的位置，同时又在不断的成长，让自己的羽翼更加的丰满。

好看 俗套经典缩小版绯闻女孩换汤不换药，但是观众喜欢阿。总比国产电影好看吧。看完国产片想毁灭世界把。电影里总是出现女孩子打扮自己的场景，当然出场也同样重要，但往往是那个属于女主角的高光时刻。蜕变那是女人在经历过很多感情后的醒悟，当一个女孩总是那么不尽如人意。当一切结束，就是蜕变的开始。本来电影说的很明白了，他们结尾不应该和好。

据说电影原形源自真实事件，而故事起因到现在还是高度机密。电影拍的很有英式风格，主演杰森斯坦森演技在线，也很酷，情节很吸引人，有很多惊悚的理念，将深藏的腐败、贪污、堕落、谋杀和性丑闻赤裸裸展现给观众，部分对白挺有趣，画面有点暴力，只是银行抢得那么轻松，未免让人觉得有些讽刺，但总体还不错。

我生活在悲伤与愤怒中，有时候眼神直溜溜的盯着你，眼里满是愤恨和怒火，这感情针对的是我身边的环境，对我加以控制的家人，让我想要逃离的工作，被迫面对的无能为力的自己，而不是特定的你，这表情被他人看见了却说我令人害怕，明明是你们造就的魔鬼。————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————

开局很吸引人，赛博朋克的配色，动作戏流畅炫技，作画用心，音乐带感。现在就来说说最重要的剧情。人物设定很有趣，各自的执念，杀人鬼对血色的执着，医生的掌控欲，斗殴者对酣畅淋漓的战斗的渴望，搬运工使命必达的规矩（各位物流公司还不请他代言吗？？），处刑課对消灭罪恶的使命感，恶棍和执法者的形象塑造的都很立体。反乌托邦式的恶棍的诞生。透露着荒诞感（荒诞也时时刻刻体现在整个番里面，最强恶棍医生最后居然是被几个普通简单踩踩就结果了。传说中的贡品不过是两个豆丁，人人向往的关东就只是一堆建筑垃圾和一个即将消亡的电脑），果然历史是一个任人打扮的小姑娘，正邪都是强者划分领地掌控权利所制定的游戏规则。后段暴民的出现和定罪处刑的武断正好呼应了女主荒诞地恶棍经历。唯一让我差点弃番的地方就是骇客被玛丽苏打动牺牲我一个幸福千万家的举动，差点以为女主要靠着白莲花之力拯救世界了。幸好最后用女主这个“普通人”的处刑圆了回来。最后用小孩“恶棍”的出现开启了第二番暴动，很耐人寻味的引子。当然还有点bug就是为啥要死追着这两个供品，工厂又不是再也造不出第二对供品。当然这个不追了的话这部番也就没有了。不是完美的番，但看得很爽！

上海，日企驻中国高管陆雪妮，相依为命的母亲去世，她漫延在无尽的思念中，这时，一个东北农村来的老太太突然出现，自称是她的生母，同时，周律师向雪妮公布了母亲的遗言，她确实是被日本母亲收养的。她的母亲美智子是战后遗孤，雪妮童年时代和母亲在中国哈尔滨经历了文革，父亲（应是养父）惨死、生活困苦，受尽折磨，母亲在1984年带雪妮回到日本。雪妮始终走不出童年的阴霾，东北那段浸着寒意的回忆驱之不散。母亲去世、离异、独自带着儿子、本就孤寂的生活又加入了更辛辣的调料：生母空降。从怨恨和不能原谅的情愫中，雪妮慢慢接受了生母，尤其儿子不不，更喜欢这个东北外婆，工作将要调回日本，雪妮打算带着生母一起回去，却意外发现老太太并不是她生母，她和雪妮生母同名，也曾将亲生女儿送人，因此被调查公司误认。老太太默默转回东北，雪妮护送，踏上了不快的回忆之地。

就是这么一个简单的故事， 在空洞的镜头之下，时而心酸，时而温暖。扮演雪妮的余男本就是一张寒光四射的脸，加上电影中的日式元素和机器人般的作风，这么一个狗血的故事注定被刻画出冷冷的格调。

“雪缘不代表爱” 是核心。冰天雪地养不活女儿、无耐将她送人的母亲难道就没有爱吗？对生母是失而复得，对雪妮却像移花接木一样难受。没有雪缘也可以相亲相爱，外婆给不不讲的手影故事中的狼和狗折射的是这个道理，雪妮和日本母亲也是这个道理，不不和东北外婆难舍难分也是这个道理。任何亲情都是在时间和爱的土壤中培养的，否则就是一种客观存续的关系。

全片以日本母亲第一人称自述雪妮的成长作为旁白，配上雪妮和东北生母的陌生与点滴相处，温馨中透着无耐。雪妮绝对是那种外强中干的女人，感情细腻，内心柔软，尤其当生母不想同她回日本时，她递了辞呈决定留在上海。她生活中终于再次出现了一缕阳光，感受到亲情的力量。

电影的另一条线就是雪妮作为一个单身女人带着孩子在职场打拼，作为一个高管，一个日企在华高管，一个在日本成长、在中国有着不愉快回忆的女高管，现实中，风格也就是这种深沉刻板的路线，亲情带来的温暖使她在职场上心态的变化不温不火，我喜欢导演的这种处理，要是太阳光灿烂就显得突兀和虚假。

种种细节之处透露的温暖渐渐弥补那些失落的脸孔、灰色的回忆和长长的空镜头带来的空荡。大城市上海、高档国际社区、抽水马桶、精致生活、游戏机、美容、西餐和东北乡村、矗立在冰雪中的小房子、扭秧歌、拔罐、旱烟袋，这些对比和融合，总在触动些什么。远远超越了一段误会所带来的毫无血缘关系的陌生人之间的交集。

看这个电影，纯粹冲着余男，我喜欢她那张永远“冷暖自知”的脸，可是真心的讲，她所有表演都超越不了《图雅的婚事》，但她真的是那种“凭着一个眼神和一个动作就可以有故事”的演员，意外是，配乐不错，也可能是影片的风格，故意把跌宕的故事压着讲，偶尔有点配乐，把人更深的拽进去。

东北老太太的角色，还是和真正的东北风格有些出入，虽然处处都符合实情，但就是有些不对头，这也是电影高于生活的常理，毕竟不是每个文艺片导演都追求那种偏纪录片的真实风格。

另外一个“惊喜”就是于谦，周律师的扮演者，何时何地我看到他想起的都是六个字“喝酒、烫头、抽烟”，别怪我轻屑他的演技不厚道，是这六个大字就写在他脑门上，火星人都知道。

这个故事在东北还是很容易找到原形的。当时有很多日本人以开拓民的身份来到中国，战败后留下来的孩子不是被中国人收养，就是和中国人结婚。我有个朋友的大伯娶的就是日本遗孤，也是在八几年的时候回到日本，她选择带着几个孩子回去，因为那时的日本各种环境都好于中国，因此朋友后来常常收到日本哥哥姐姐们寄来的钱和诸如SONY一类的电子产品。这是生活中真实的版本，虽然和《亲爱》的故事没有雷同之处。我之所以想起，是联想到人在迫于亲情的选择时，总是无耐的，而在没有情亲而有了相互取暖的爱时，心是脆弱和曲折的。结尾是：雪妮几翻辗转，没舍得丢下老太太，又将她带回上海一起生活。一个忧心的故事，终于在最后一秒展现出无死角的温暖，孩子的笑，就说明，亲情不亲情，也

为啥我觉得很好看，还笑了好久，而且从我14岁那年看了之后一直记到了现在，电影最后的那句话，人生如戏，给我小时候的心灵留下了很深的印象，可能大家觉得夸张了一点，但是比起我看的那些动漫，这个算夸张？完全不觉得。??

今天，赵先生去世了，突然想起这个电影，结果发现豆瓣评分这么低，实在觉得不应该啊，我觉得编剧的脑洞很大，夸张本来就是一种表演手法，但是似乎很多人都接受不了，那就没办法了。

大家难道都喜欢那种，比较现实一点的？我倒是get不到，我一直都喜欢夸张一点的。还有小时代也算是夸张的，我也挺喜欢。